Exercising, Halloween Decor, Glove, Watercolor Cards
Today, August, 18, 2024\
Darla had an interesting
post on
her blog~~~~
Darla M. Sands - Dreaming of Elysia: Human Quirks (darlamsands.blogspot.com)
Like I explained to her in
my comments,
I am different as we all are
then we were when we were younger.
I used to love crowds.
I loved being out among the different
people, seeing how they dressed,
how they acted and just studying
people. HOWEVER,
as I have aged, as the world
has changed and as I have lived
18 yrs with Fibro, I have
changed where people are
concerned.
Crowds are not my thing
anymore. Problem being,
it's not so much crowds,
but more than a handful of
people that can set me off.
My first response to them is
angry then I get nervous.
With that said, it is not all
about the people as it is
the confusion I feel.
I had something happen a
couple weeks ago that had
me in a panic and I had to come
home to my safe station.
I had a doc apt in downtown
Nashville
and I did not make that apt.
I got it in my head that the apt
was at Vanderbilt, my trip
was taking
place an hour or so from rush, so
I thought I would be okay.
However, the traffic had me in
a spell before I went to the wrong
place. The apt was not
at Vanderbilt, it was at St. Thomas,
to a docs office I have never been.
So I was already in a panic, I was
late, I called to let them know I
was on my way, but the buildings
downtown did not have numbers on
them, I was CONFUSED to say
the least. After driving around,
fighting the mess of traffic
and already being in a panic,
I called and canceled the apt, and
came home.
Now keeping in mind, I have been
driving downtown Nashville since I
was 16. Yes, it has changed, it has
grown, but again, I have changed also.
Things in our life as we grow,
as we live, as we change can
alter who we might have been.
I don't think I was meant to
be like this but this is just a view to
you what Fibro, age and never feeling
great can mess with you.
What has not changed however is
my love of FALL and Halloween!!
I am so waiting for fall and planning
for Halloween.
Of course, my new fun thing in
my life is my Bone Babes.
Yesterday, I found them outside
exercising.
Misty is trying to understand
what I have on my mind
with these strange items I have
been bringing in for
my fav holiday.
My plans should be really fun
once I get it up next month.
Friday night I went to dinner
at Ambers. Her boys were at their
dads but two of my SILs boys were
there. It was more of a simple weekend
meal than Amber usually does when
the family is over and I was
good with that. We had burgers,
chips and dips and ice cream.
When I came home, I got the
feeling that I might have been
missed cause Misty had moved
her glove around and she has
not done this in a while.
Course part of that is, it got
misplaced and we recently found
it.
creative lately. I have been doing some
watercolors for fun and sending them out
to friends as cards. I am really
bad of forgetting to take a pic before
sending it out.
I might share a few here that I have
shared before but here is what
I have managed to shoot.
Make this a great day...
smile,
Pam
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