One Year Ago Today

Today, January 12
makes one yr since I lost
my mom and its still

In someways it feels like
yesterday and in others
it feels like forever.
But finally I feel like I am
on the mend, like maybe
I am starting to heal.

I miss her everyday but
I don't think that will
ever change.

I have a move ahead 
of me. 
I have a surgery in the
future on my eye lids.
I have weddings booked
to assist at already on the 
Things are in the works
to renew my 
contract with the state.
And life goes on.

Miss you mom.



Pilar said…
Hi Pam, I hope that you have been doing well. I know you miss your mom, but over the past year you've shared wonderful memories of her on your blog. Always carry those beautiful memories with you.
Brian said…
Hugs from all of us, it's really never easy.
Rhodesia said…
I 'lost' my mum 18 years ago and I still miss her so much. Something I think that will never change. Good luck with the surgery. Have a good week, Diane
((Hugs)) Loss is never easy and we think that life will never be the same. Well it isn't the same but life does move forward and that is a good thing.
Christine said…
May she rest in peace, wow a year goes by so fast.
wisps of words said…
Please... A year could well be, long enough to let yourself stay in a form of depression, over your mother's death.

But only you, can give yourself permission, to move forward, and upward.

Life is for the living........

Gentle hugs....
Sue said…
Thoughts and prayers as you mend from your loss, prayers for you through your surgery.
Ann said…
Sending hugs your way. I know what you mean about some days it feels like only yesterday and some days it feels like forever. That's how I feel about Wade. It's hard to believe that it's been a year and a half already.
Liz A. said…
I am so sorry. These anniversaries will be hard.
Kim said…
Sending hugs. The two year anniversary of my mom's passing was in early January...I totally get it. Peace to you.
Jeanie said…
Every day a victory. I know this one is a hard one. Sending hugs across the states.
Darla M Sands said…
I could hug you right now. Wishing you all the best, and hope the surgery goes well. It sounds a bit scary. Love to you and the fur babes, my dear.
Sally said…
I can only imagine how difficult it is for you, Pam, with your mother in Heaven now. She was a beautiful lady, and I can see you in her, such a blessing.

You sure are a busy lady! I keep thinking about having the eyelid surgery also; mine are really drooping.

Take care.
Red Rose Alley said…
aaahhh, I bet you miss your mom terribly. I always miss mine and think about her often, especially around the holidays. You look like your mom in this photo. I didn't know about your eye lids and the surgery you will have. Have they been hurting you?

Our memories of those we love are always with us and this was a lovely post in memory of your dear Mom.
Hope all goes well with your surgery, I'm not sure when you will be having it.

Take care of yourself

All the best Jan

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