OCTOBER, Card, Halloween, Girls, Reading, Gloves and Continuing Crap

It's October 

friends!

You know I love 

FALL.

I love the colors,

I love the smells,

I love the food,

I love it all!!!

I even made a card to 

send to my son and 

DIL letting them know I 

loved their visit using 

fall leaves, and colors.

Of course, October and fall

bring 

HALLOWEEN.

My favorite holiday.

Not only do I love

Halloween, 

I love 

witches.

Moving on to this little

witch!

Some days she just makes it 

hard to watch TV. 

If I say something to her,

I get that look above....

Haha....girl is a mess.

Like I mentioned I love the

fall, and the cooler temps.

I wore long sleeves yesterday, 

granted it was light weight

but they were long, and it was 

in the high 70's. haha

But with the cooler temps

comes more cuddle time with 

Lily Bit.

You see, during the warmer

temps, she don't really

like to cuddle. but I get more

of this when things start to change.

Pretty sure my face looked

as content as hers did in 

the pic below.

Look at that, isn't that the sweetest

of faces?

But not only do I get more

cuddle with Lily,

Misty sort of wants

on the band wagon too!

Course, I get time with her

even in the warmer months, 

but I love all my time I 

can get with her and Lily.

Another change comes with 

cooler months,

I start reading again.

I love to read but only do it

mostly in the

cooler months and usually

before bed. Stopped

at the library yesterday and

picked up a couple of

books. Got so into it I did not

curl up for sleep till

after two, but at least the

girls let me sleep in!

Yesterday, Wednesday, 

I had an appt for an ultrasound, 

with that note, things were still

not going right.

More on that later.

But after I did that, I picked up 

Braden and took him for 

a checkup at his doc.

While we waited on the doc,

B grabbed a glove from the box

on the wall. I asked him what

 he was going to do with it and 

he said he did not know. I told him

that he needed to put it 

back before the doc came in, 

knowing that he was not

going to, then he walked

over to the box and pointed

out the word "FREE"....and 

said, "see Nana, they are FREE!"

Oh my gosh, he is my

grandson so how could I

expect any less.

haha

Now more on my UTIs, stones,

surgery....whatever at this point!

I know I am not losing my

mind (at least about this)

and I knew that I was

not healing like I should be.

Lots has changed but the spasms

in the bladder stayed around.

I have been taking spasm meds

for months, I even added

extra Vit D3 to the mix that

helps with bladder spasms but

here I am, 1.5 months after surgery

and some days the spasms are

very painful.

With a CT scan last week

and an ultrasound yesterday,

I found that I have two small

pieces of stone not wishing to

leave my body. Doc appt next

week and maybe I will know more.

But now I know, this was not

in my head, it really is in the

bladder!

In hopes this is closure coming

my way now that we know there

are still pieces to get out.

By the way, that left kidney,

the one giving all the issues,

the one all jacked up~

I am about to dive into the

unknown with it.

Records from last doc,

surgery last year, are

on the way to me. How do you

feel about giving your

life over to doctors when you

are in need of healing? Going

under the knife for the healing

process? Me, I questioned things

last yr. and was scared to do it

all again this year, but knew at

the point I was at, I was lucky

to not have set up with

sepsis so I had to place my

life in their hands

AGAIN!

Pam