Letting Go - Laura

I did not want to go.

I did not want to 

face it.

But I went

to visitation.

I handled it better than 

I thought I would. 

I needed to go.

I needed to face that

I actually lost a friend.

Lots of friends from 

there. They came to be

there for the family.

They came to say

goodbye to Laura.

Today will be the actually

day I will say goodbye. 

Just being there and being

strong for the family and 

I will be fine. 

We think we have

time!

In the past years women, 

friends, school friends would

get together and have dinner.

After the death of Laura's

hubby 3 weeks ago we

planned on a get together.

We were going to give

Laura time then we 

were going to have an

angel paint party. 

We thought we had time!

We are working on 

calling these ladies

together to paint,

donations going to St. Judes.

This is the fund Laura

and family wanted donations

to go too instead of flowers. 

So Friday after Laura's

passing on Thursday, I 

needed to be alone.

I needed to work off

things. I needed to create.

I elected to work on 

Christmas ornaments I

make for my family.

I have been doing that 

off and on through the yr.

Here is what I produced 

Friday.

Niece's hubby- Adam 

Nephew ~ Chase

My new great nephew ~ Colton

And yes, I do one every yr

for my babes.

My son in law~ Will

he is a Jets fan so his

is done in Jets colors. 

I still have more to go...

faimly keeps growing by

marriage or births. 

So....what would 

yours read?

  

Mine was a conversation with 

another friend Carol~

Thank u sweetie. 

Love u. 

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cat lovin at

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